Friday, February 27, 2009
也许,我只是在你生命当中经过的一个人,没有什么值得留念。
I am not the person u needed, but happy that i think you found that person.
I am just someone.[=
dying inside but struggling to survive.
around icecream @ 10:27 AM;
Thursday, February 26, 2009
just finish watching hana yori dango season2!^^
haha it's nice.
i started drawing ytd will post it up soon.
smile[=
around icecream @ 2:16 AM;
Saturday, February 21, 2009
today received NYP letter quite excited at first. but after i read what am i suppose to do...
Stressed*
anyway today [ai jiu zhai yi qi] first ep happy happy^^
i am just somebody out there that's not known.didnt bake muffin today.
thats all buaiix.
nb forgets to smile.[=
around icecream @ 11:19 PM;
no hope no hope T>T...
CANNOT go the shuo ying hui le lar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am RAWRing!!
but i am not tt disappointed.. cause i am quite mentally prepare BUT the last Q is lik WTH lar!!!!!!!!!!! haven even watch the first ep u ask things ABT first ep..
RAWR!.
around icecream @ 12:11 AM;
Friday, February 20, 2009
寂寞暴走 lyrics!
(纶)这里的景色叫做曾经爱过 曾存在你的拥抱和温柔
(儒)撕开票根独自重游 票价是想念你的痛 你说做朋友并不是朋友
(尊)我们比路人还陌生的多
(纶)感情的废墟重建以后
(东)谁会偶尔回来走走
(合)我站在回忆的路口 走进我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落 一目了然的痛 让我无法说累是因为脆弱
我沿着命运的箭头 无奈向前走到下个人的怀中
爱你还没爱够 你却要我放手 谁都在时间的秘密花园中 你从没走...wo... oh nononono..
(儒)我说的爱你说的太自由
(纶)自由到仿佛我只是说说
(东)未来的风景我没爱过
(尊)我只想念你的所有
(合)我站在回忆的路口 走进我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落 一目了然的痛 让我无法说累是因为脆弱
我沿着命运的箭头 无奈向前走到下个人的怀中
爱你还没爱够 你却要我放手 谁都在时间的秘密花园中 你从没走
无论爱你想你都已尽数成回忆报Ž 69; 他们能看见的是虚伪的从容
(纶)我站在回忆的路口 走进我左胸口暴走的寂寞
(合)赤裸裸的失落 一目了然的痛 让我无法说累是因为脆弱
我沿着命运的箭头 无奈向前走到下个人的怀中
爱你还没爱够 你却要我放手 谁都在时间的秘密花园中 你从没走
wo...oh nononono...wo.
around icecream @ 11:51 PM;
FEeling so stress? depressed? confused? blank?
arghhh.!!!
ah like what u see i dont even know.
later will decide if i am able to go the shou ying hui .
i still think tt i wont be able to go but i wont give up.[=
time to .. .. ..
around icecream @ 10:52 PM;
Thursday, February 19, 2009
have been reading story written by Low Kay Hwa,
completed:
->i believe you
-it's really touching ^^
- happy ending too
-> Destiny cries
Freaking touching, alan[guy] is willing to die for destiny[girl].
anyway the guy did die. but the ending it's still so touching.
Currently reading:
->you are here
there's more
[even though the books are like very very EX but worth it^^]
recommended yo.
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completed two books within two day. break my record? i usually finish one book in a month haha.
Kind of tire=/ but i am happy [=
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gonna bake muffin this SAT!! hahah^^
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anyway tmr rainie, jiro and hu yu wei will arrive at singapore at 1250pm^^ hohoho but sadly i cant go =/
i doubt tt i got the chance to go see them.
20FEB:
1250pm arrive at singapore
4pm got ji zhe hui but dunno where!!!
7pm causeway point but got buddhism thing
21FEB:
2pm Kbox Kunion [level 8 of cineleisure]
but need the tong xing zhen T>T
tt's why currently listening to yes933.
really hope tt i can be the first five to ans the question so tt can get the tong xing zhen^^
Gambatte.!
around icecream @ 11:01 PM;
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
expected! didnt get again.
around icecream @ 11:56 PM;

故事不会在现实生活中发生,对吧?
finished watching hana yori dango withing one day.
好啦,大家晚安咯!
around icecream @ 1:53 AM;
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
阿疯了! 又没拿到 =/
around icecream @ 11:41 PM;
OKAYS~ i have never been so yong gong before lor^^
因为想拿到 [爱就宅一起] 的首映会通行证 i seacrh almost all of it's information. almost lar but haven^^ haha
somemore i use my whole family de handphone to stand by lols..
i dont know why but i really wanna go.
haha{ laughing at myself
around icecream @ 11:22 PM;
Sunday, February 15, 2009
我知道!我知道!你说的我都知道。
为什么你们还要重复我知道的事。
我比任何一个人都讨厌
愚蠢的自己。
我知道我很笨,我知道我因该用功,
但请你们不要再重复,好吗?
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around icecream @ 9:02 PM;
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Your Heart Takes Love Seriously
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You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
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Your Brain is Vivid
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Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent.
You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored.
You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts.
And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be.
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People Like You... Sometimes
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You are liked, but only when people are able to overlook your faults.
Deep down, you are a good person, but you definitely have some obnoxious tendencies.
So step back, and try to figure out when people aren't responding to you positively.
A few simple changes could make you a lot better liked!
What People Don't Like About You:
People don't like that you seem unnatural and stiff at times. You sometimes give off an impression of being standoffish or fake.
People don't like that you're not very interesting or engaging. You often bore them... and yourself.
What People Like About You:
People like that you give them support and strength. Friends know that they can count on you to be there for them.
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You Are Likely a First Born
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At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.
At work and school, you do best when you're researching.
When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.
In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.
Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.
You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.
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Your Valentine's Day Personality is Friendly
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You think of Valentine's Day as the perfect chance to show people you care.
It's not exclusively a romantic holiday for you. You like to celebrate with your friends too.
Valentine's Day makes you nostalgic for cute cards and cheap candies.
You love the idea of a Valentine's Day where everyone feels included.
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You Are 52% Jealous
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You're a fairly jealous person, but it's nothing to beat yourself up about.
A little jealousy is perfectly normal, though sometimes you take it a little far.
Recognize when jealousy is taking over your life, and try to hold back your impulses.
You'll be a better (and happier) person for it!
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Your Element Is Air
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You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.
And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.
Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.
You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.
You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.
With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!
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You Are 71% Creative
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You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word.
You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times.
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Your Sleeping Position Says You Need Adventure
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You are confident and ready to tackle life.
You are pretty vain and happy with your physical appearance.
You are born to be the center of attention, and you're unhappy on the sidelines.
You're always up for trying something new - in and out of bed!
If you don't get enough sleep, you: Look like hell
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You toss and turn all night
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What People Think of Your Mouth
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People see you both as reserved and sweet.
You tend to be very sensitive and detail oriented.
The smallest things can please or annoy you. You tend to be internally moody.
Perceptive and intuitive, you understand people quickly - though you usually won't tell them.
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You Are Chardonnay
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Fresh, spirited, and classic - you have many facets to your personality.
You can be sweet and light. Or deep and complex.
You have a little bit of something to offer everyone... no wonder you're so popular.
Approachable and never smug, you are easy to get to know (and love!).
Deep down you are: Dependable and modest
Your partying style: Understated and polite
Your company is enjoyed best with: Cold or wild meat
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Your Five Variable Love Profile
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Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.
Independence:
Your independence is high.
You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.
Having your own life is very important for you...
Even more important than having a relationship.
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around icecream @ 11:43 PM;
Happy V.day^^
i did practically nothing today.
haha
only went for dance today then the rest of my time watching drama^^
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i enjoyed every minute, second of dancing.
around icecream @ 9:56 PM;
Friday, February 13, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO JIE and HAPPY EARLY V>DAY!^^
ytd night baked v.day cookies haha... packed around ten packets.
got three is special de, one is specially for xj cause he birthday, then other two inside got heart shape cookies, the rest normal cookies pattern which is no pattern haha..
chun hui and yihong got the cookies with heart shape de congra wo =.=|| lols..
tata.^^
around icecream @ 10:34 PM;
Thursday, February 12, 2009
我睡了一觉却更觉得疲劳
头发纠结像一把稻草
在镜子前面穿了又再脱掉
透过皮肤看得到心跳
两条锁骨苍白的线条
挂着隐形沈重的背包
我的赤祼没人看到
就像讲话没人了
沙发变成电椅 让人麻痹
对话的只有冷气 在为我叹息
如果 王子的新衣 可以让我挑选
我的动脉会被看见
宁可危险 有些疯癫 没有遮掩
穿着 王子的新衣 在人群面前
想看看你们疯狂的脸
会爱我 不爱我 不必敷衍
冒着绝对的风险
是靠在我胸前 还是说再见
我洗了一个澡 烟雾缠绕
突然很喜欢氧气的稀薄
地板的水有个旋涡
我常常幻想能被他吞噬掉
身上的水不想擦掉
在床上会躺成独特的符号
等世界需要对我骚扰
当它是我的海报
你说你的道理 我不反击
但这是我的游戏 有我的规矩
如果 王子的新衣 可以让我挑选
我的动脉会被看见
宁可危险 有些疯癫 没有遮掩
穿着 王子的新衣 在人群面前
想看看你们疯狂的脸
会爱我 不爱我 不必敷衍
冒着绝对的风险
是靠在我胸前 还是说再见
领口很透明 可以算计 喉结跳动的频率
双手拥抱的用力 你看得清
我的肩 我的膝 受伤留下的痕迹
我愿意 都透明 全部透明
我的 王子的新衣 依然挂在房间
等待机会出场表演
到那一天 或许我会 不再无言
如果 王子的新衣 可以让我挑选
我的动脉会被看见
宁可危险 有些疯癫 没有遮掩
穿着 王子的新衣 在人群面前
想看看你们疯狂的脸
会爱我 不爱我 不必敷衍
冒着绝对的风险
是靠在我胸前 还是说再见
around icecream @ 11:44 PM;
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Greatly affected.
yihong,
I DEFINITELY WILL BE THERE.
you see that?
I really do care, but sometime i just dont know how to express myself.
i really wanna help, but i dont know what can i do.
I mean it from the bottom of my heart.
I dont know if u read my blog but i really hope tt you see this.
I dont know if you trust me, but i dont mind cause u will know it when the days come.
isnt it? [=
sorry i cant comment as i got no livejournal so have to post here.[=
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Sometime i do mind but other time i dont
cause i know it's what i wanna give, i cant really expect reply.
but i do hope for reply or perhaps i should stop hoping[=.
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I aint perfect.
I made mistakes.
But i am trying to be.
I know i wont made it.
But at least i tried.
I apologise for my wrong.
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[Remember to smile.]
around icecream @ 2:15 PM;
Before i lock up all those memorable time, i would like to do something for all of you.
Remember to smile no matter what.
move on yar?^^
GAMBATTE!
[I hope i am not the only one]
around icecream @ 9:28 AM;
Monday, February 09, 2009
tata.
Waking. something is missing, hmmm... i dunno but yar FGT it haha..
I am screaming within me. I dont understand. It's all so confusing.
Empty.
Feel like a kid. Oh no no, i am a kid.
everything within dont seem to match an answer.
something is missing.
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oh dada i Harts singing eventhough i am not good at it^^
is there anything else i can do?
useless freak.
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hmmm thinking of changing URL cause
UNCLE is READing MY BLOG ....O.O ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. haha.
smile.BUAIIX.
I am willing to say GoodBye.
around icecream @ 7:57 PM;
很想上学。
有没有人听见我的呐喊声。
around icecream @ 5:53 PM;
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
good charlottle- broken heart paradeOh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Here we go oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
We got problems
We don't know how to solve them
Everywhere we go, we got some skeletons to follow
We got baggage you know we're gonna drag it
Everywhere we go, for everyone to see, in the...
[CHORUS]
Broken hearts parade
And I'm putting my heart out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing a song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parade
I've never been better than I am today
Go oh oh
Oh oh oh
You got a question
How do we get it started?
I got an answer, let go of your heart and...
Love it, live it, leave it and get into it
If you wanna start it, this is how you do it, in the...
[CHORUS]
Broken hearts parade
And I'm putting my heart out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing a song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parade
And I've never been better than I am today
I used to lie awake at night and
Wonder when she's coming home
It used to be so hard to wake up every day
[CHORUS]
The broken hearts parade
And we're putting our hearts out on display
There's no... masquerade
Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing a song
Dressed in black and we're singing along to the...
Broken hearts parade
And I've never been better than I am today
March on to the sound!
The beating of a broken heart!
Step with the rhythm you found!
To the beating of a broken heart!
around icecream @ 12:34 PM;
Sunday, February 01, 2009
真的很讨厌那无所事事的日子,
简直是在浪费时间。
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一直以来都是被保护着,
渐渐的不想走出被保护的感觉。
害怕受伤,害怕一个人,害怕改变,害怕将会发生的一切事。
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朋友,也许对你来说一点都不重要。
我想让你知道的是那对我很重要。
朋友,是不是朋友?
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你不是最痛苦的。
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有时你看到的,并不是真实。
看起来他们过得很痛苦,但也许他们比你过得跟快乐。
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around icecream @ 8:58 PM;